14 Zulkaedah 1429 / 12 November 2008

Dear Diary,

I’m overwhelmed that I’m finishing. Well not totally finished, but it’s ending, insyaAllah. I couldn’t wait to shift, though people say the shift is undesirable at times. Two papers to go through, then I might have another two.

Considerably tight, but I love the tension that push me forward. It’s not that hard to get knowledge. Effort is what it takes to get some. The rest, let Allah decides whether or not it should be yours. I’m in the verve of everything. Positive is the only thing I see. Obviously, steps taken should take you forward.

Another month is all it takes. But I’m not longing for it yet. This time is now, not tomorrow nor the days to come. What is here, is what I bother most. If it’s not, then let it be where it is till the time comes. Because I wish to be in the verve, always, no matter what comes.

Diary,

Are you in?

I try to laugh about it
Cover it all up with lies
I try and
Laugh about it
Hiding the tears in my eyes
’cause boys don’t cry

Might be why I’m always in the verve.