20 Jumadil Akhir 1429 / June 24th 2008

Dear Diary,

It’s been hard for me. I only have one last paper left, but I’m no longer in the atmosphere. I’m almost out to space. I’ve been looking for all those reasons for me be back on earth, but they doesn’t work. I’m trying hard just to get myself do some problems, but there has always been ‘but’. Diary, I need to work things out, and make them work well. I need to change, not to imitate. I’m tired of imitating success brought forth by those who were before me. I need to step forward and take things to my own need.

Do I still want to do this? I’ll keep doing it till I’m over it. Good news Diary, the guy from Germany replied my mail. I need to plan really, really well. This will be my first shot, and this might be the beginning. You know what it is Diary? You’ll have to wait with the rest. =)

Min al-muhaali da waa mul-haal.

Impossible for a condition to last forever.

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